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The way you smile,
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 Little Missy
Andrea, 280196Hey hey. My name is Andrea. In this funny little world of mine, everythind actually exist. I am not the type to leave my life by the book, I LOVE to explore new things. I won't say that i Love my life, but maybe i am just another typical angel cum devil fallen from the sky to give you life. I am a Shinigami . I decide what is to happen to you next. I LOVE my Friends and Family. Touch them and you are equal to I am not a prefect person, i make mistakes here and there. Don't Judge me for what i am but who i am. If you have nothing to say SHUTUP or you would most likely want to click on the Scream
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I have a Phobia. And the Phobia is Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Lova Ya At first, i wanted you to be happy Saturday, June 26, 2010
My holiday!                  Tuesday, June 8, 2010
SAFRA TAMPINES  Dylan, Nicole And ME  ME!  One big happy family!  Big family.. Sunday, June 6, 2010
Take a look at life, it's like a gust of wind, the pain that can't be carried, as a result enter my grasp. Lift up your head, that shooting star's smile. However, it fall in one's heart. The sky can shatter my shoulders, the increasing affections are heavy. Only then i will not be afraid of the rushing river. I use my tears to celebrate the triumph of believing i can overcome this obstacle. here really is the Kingdom of heaven. For loving one, I'll be able to hold up until the end. When the world is dark, the one protecting you is me. No matter how deep the wound, it's incapable of hurting me. I'm going against fate. Even if it's a mistake, i won't retreat. I don't want to hide, among these vines. Those wounds, can bloom flowers. Monday, May 31, 2010
Hellos People! I LOVE ISAAC! HAAH Now, haah, awesomezxc manzxc. Tomorrow gonna get my results LOL! hope its alright. Loved that movie yeahs. ! Bored, now no time, enjoy the vid! haah Monday, May 24, 2010
Haah, Hellos again, today, went to the discovery centre. It was really really boring but there was a fair share of fun in it. It is kinda cool la. Haaha! 2.8 was like the last to leave the school-.-" Pathetic. LATE! It was like SUPER deja vu lor. We were at the same place, and it was raining and we had the same guide la. LOL! Played soccer with the dudes and ladies of the class. Damn fun. Didnt eat my lunch. Sian. After school ate Burger King with Wingsun! Then Ignatius appeared out of nowhere and started ate my fries. LOL! The sunblock super duper ex lor! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ Haah. Tomorrow going for a 3 stars camp la- Hoping it would be really great lor... Haah, GO ME!!! Going to update pics when i come back from camp bah. Dad wants to use the laptop. LOL! But if u want the pics can see My FB lor. Thank you WingSun, for givin me good advice for the sunblock, i owe u want. And the bet is still on. LOL! Well, bb! Sunday, May 23, 2010
Just remember: I care When you think you're alone In the middle of the night, When you've just had an awful dream And you're shivering with fright, You lie there alone and scared And wonder if anyone cares. If you look into your heart You'll always find Me there. Sometimes life is just too hard And you need to get away. You need someone to talk to Who will listen to what you say, Someone who will let you know That they'll always be there. When you can't find anyone Just remember that I care. When there is nowhere else to go You can always come to Me I promise that I'll be there In your greatest hour of need. I'm sure you can find Me If you take the time for prayer. When the whole world seems to hate you Just remember that I care. This poem is very inspirational. I want to dedicate it to WingSun, Claudia and Tan Yin. You guys, Cheer up okays?? Don't feel down already. Remember, i will be there for you no matter what. I don't like seeing you all unhappy. i walked pass my refridgerator this morining and read the post card that i had pasted there, it is true you know. It states, " For every minute that you are unhappy, You loose 60 seconds of happiness that you can never get back." So, PLEASE, PLEASE, be happy. SMILE:D I know you guys can do it. I believe in you guys. I LOVE YOU GUYS! THANK YOU JIN WEE FOR LOANING ME YOUR FAVOURITE CAP FOR MY CAMP! HAAH! Saturday, May 22, 2010
Feeling really really really really unhappy lately. Its like so many things happening in one week. Is it pure unluckiness or is it just me? I feel like there are so many unhappiness that i feel like telling someone. But i just dont want to. Mummy's feeling pain all over. I want to do a little something for her. I sweep, mop, clear and pack the house everyday. I wash the dishes, clean the table and throw the rubbish. My hands and legs are hurting. I keep knocking against stuff lately. My sister wouldnt help, always coming out with excuses to skip the chores. But i cannot tell my displeasure to her, shw would feel unhappy. My brother only knows how to mess things up. I really am tired. I dont wish to see my mom feeling pain all over, Thats why i have decided on something. But it's a secret. I am just wondering how long can i take this. My body really aches real bad after doing all the chores along. I finally knows how my mom feels. Ugh. And then i feel like i am such a failure. All my results sucks and my life is getting so bad. I can literally end it. I just want to go to a peaceful seaside and scream. Pressure. Pretending to be happy sucks cause everybody just thinks you are so good. Nobody actually understand anything. Can life get any better? Cause when i am calling out really loud for someone to help me, i am left alone in this cruel reality. Somehow or rather, i have been really eating alot of sweets lately, especially coke lollipops. They actually can make me feel better. Miraculously. I am not complaining about my life. Just that i dont like being pushed around. Just because i am younger or i dont hold a higher status. I want to make my own decisions, saddly cant. I am not those sort to let things go easily. You can say and i can forgive or ignore however it is hard for me to forget. You might not have said it on purpose or what so ever but it really hurt my self esteem. If hurting can kill, i think i would have died by now. Just that i dont want to leavr this world. So many things that i cannot let go off. I have heard a radio DJ saying that somtimes the smartess thing to do is to let go and move on. What which to let go? It is sad that god didnt potray me as perfect as her. Just a person to go along with everything. I cant believe that i can still find a reason for living. So many things... Just because i am dumb? just because i am as perfect? just because i am not as well behave? Just because i am different? Just because... I guess it would be a sin to be me. And i am a SIN... Just because i am me... |
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